So, what's on your heart today?
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Storms...
Storms...
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
HIS Terms
I was waiting for God to tell me what to write, (something fresh for the New Year,) and I realized as I impatiently sat here, getting irritated that I was going completely blank, that God had already given me my message.
Life doesn't ever come on our own terms, yet we still expect it to. We want instant gratification. Fast food. Fast internet. Fast cars. Even fast relationships. We think we’re somehow entitled to get what we want, when we want ,and how we want it. Despite the fact that God couldn’t care less about ‘our plans’.
No, I didn’t just say God doesn’t care about us. I said the complete opposite. He cares about us so much He isn’t going to give us what we think we want when He can see it will not end well.
If your 5 year old begs you for a BB gun- are you just going to give it to him without any kind of test or trial beforehand to make sure he’s ready? What if the kid was older, let’s say 10, and seemingly more responsible? Does that make him any less likely to fall a victim to his own ignorance?
Not in God’s eyes.
Just like you as a parent know what your children are ready to handle, so does God know what you really need and what you can truly take.
So if you’re frustrated over the events of this last year, and are anxious for this next one to start, don’t forget the Parent looking over your shoulder. If you don’t get the latest toy, the promotion, or whatever it is you are gnawing at your cheek over, maybe it is because that isn’t what God has in mind for you. Maybe there’s something BETTER out there, (the ever updating electronics are a good example) in a few months, or even a few years in the future, and if you’ll just trust in Him, and live your life on His terms and His timing, He’ll make sure you get it.
http://www.awordfromgodindueseason.blogspot.com/ further addresses this topic in the poem titled ‘Mind Games’.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
What do we even have to offer?
So this Christmas, as we celebrate our Savior's birthday, the birthday that spilt time and the course of history itself, be sure to bring your gift. Ask God to make you a new being through the washing of Christ's blood. Beg for Mercy and recieve His peace. Start 2011 with a new outlook on life, one seen through His eyes.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Use Me….
Lord, take what is left of me to use…
Can you find any part that I didn’t abuse?
Maybe something overlooked by the prince of the earth.
Is there anything here in which you find worth?
And He said, “That you seek Me with all of your heart, is much more than most and a very good start. See I made a promise to protect and to bless, all of the people who would address, Me as their Lord and Me as their source.
But they have to repent. I won’t take them by force.
So the fact that you eagerly seek out My will, means there’s plenty left in you still, to help Me establish My Glory on earth, to which there is no measure of worth!”
My mom after being an unsaved sinner for the first 32 years of her life wrote this, asking God to find something in her worth saving. Believe what it says. You’re never so far gone that you can’t return to Him and His Grace and Love. He’s got a plan, and if you’ll give your life to Him, you’ll soon realize you too have a crucial part in it that only you can fill. We’re all called to live our lives to His Glory, and God is more than willing to accept you for His cause.
–With our love, to every struggling Lion in this world- Lioness of God, her mom, and God Himself.
YOU ARE LOVED!! YOU ARE NEEDED!! YOU ARE TRESURED!!
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
My Lullaby
Who will I be when I get free? Can no one see me? I walk, wander through my life. Using substance to escape the strife- That came from my choice. When I forgot I had a voice. And all that came hence- Now called my existence
Who will I be when I get free? I don’t want you to help me. The ‘me’ that was, is lost. The me that is, is lost. What part of me am I? I don’t know- when I fly. But I like to fly. I like to feel so high.
But when I fall... I fall-landing in a stall. No one there but me -Even if me is plenty. I find someone fun. With him I like to run. He will take me flying, But I hide tears I’m crying.
So I fly to escape it- Going higher, just a bit. Using substance to escape the strife, The fearful strife now my life. …Who will I be when I get free? He does not see me. Who truly am I? ...That was my lullaby.
I land in my stall. Higher I go- farther I must fall. (But I like to fly!) ...Even if two years have now gone by.
I kill a life- new life. I fly to escape that guilt and strife. My heart is freshly tearing. Just look at what I’m wearing! This is not me! Not who I want to be! But who am I? …That was my lullaby.
Who will I be when I get free? No one loves me. And who am I? ...My lullaby. So I fly... I fly so high I am the sky! ...But as I fall... I fall back to my same stall. The four walls, my stall, (But I like to fly!) No matter the three years now gone by
The strife -My life. I fly -So high
But now I am falling again. I am back to my begin. I am not me. Even if me is of plenty. Who will I be when I get free? Who is this person I now see? And who am I? ...My lullaby.
The sky is too far up. So now I use a cup. I fill it full. I feel its pull. I do not want to fly now. The sky is just too high now. (I like to float.) No matter I can’t afford a coat. But when I float... I am pulled from my boat. I am pulled, so far, far down. Then I drown.
I am alone. No place to call home. If I fly- fall to a stall. If I float- drown too deep to call. There is no strife. I have no life. I want to die. Ending my silent cry. The cry I cry. Watching the year crawl by. I do not fly- no longer float.
(Now I smoke!) The peace I get... Making it easy to forget, When I floated and flew But it is over- now I knew -I knew all I’d done. What once seen as fun.
My silent cry, my silence. Nothing makes the difference. So I smoke. After a while I choke. If I fly- fall into my stall. If I float- sink too deep to call. I cry at the five years now gone by.
Who will I be when I get free? Who is me, where is she? Who am I? That was my lullaby. I fall, drown, and choke -Not to mention I’m broke. No friends, no cash Nothing that will last
I am alone. I cry. No one is allowed to hear my cry. Avoiding the eyes of passers by. They don’t want to see me cry. It is dark now... Can’t cry- not allowed. I cannot fly- no money for coke. Or float or smoke...
She is different. Why does she look bent? Oh, I can see. That poor girl is me. Who am I? Who can now see me? ...To hear my cry? That was my lullaby.
I don’t want to fly, float, or smoke. No coke, cups, and I don’t want to choke. I want help. I need help. But who can hear my cry? I am tired of my lullaby. But who will hear? I don’t let anyone near...
Who will I be once free? I want to see a new me. Someone to hear me cry To change my lullaby. But I can’t do it, so I ask. “You don’t want your flask?” ...But even they can’t help me. Sometimes I agree that I am crazy.
But I know I can get free! ...If someone would just see me. So I listen to my same lullaby, Hating the six years gone by
Who will ever see me and how? “Child, I can see you now” -I know what I heard- No matter how absurd! No one else could hear me cry. No one else could stop my lullaby. I had to ask for needed aid. He let me know my debt is paid! He heard me cry that night & Seen my whole plight!
I read. I plead. I see... I see me. I am HE. He loves me. I am not alone. He is my home. I fly with Him. I drown in Him. Choking on His air . Reminded He is there. He knows ‘who am I’ …That is my new lullaby.
Who will I be when I get free? Depends... I am free from me. In Him I’m alive, For Him I strive. He is my new high. With Him I love to fly.
This is BLISS! Hello, my name is...
…There is always hope for new life. But you don’t have to wait until all is lost to hear His voice. Seek Him now, with all your heart, to end your own lullaby, before you can be consumed by your past choices. It’s never too late. You’re never so far gone from Christ that you can’t run home. Take up responsibility for your lullaby, and give it to Him to be changed.
My Lullaby
Who will I be when I get free?
Can no one see me?
I walk, wander through my life.
Using substance to escape the strife
That came from my choice.
When I forgot I had a voice.
And all that came hence-
Now called my existence
Who will I be when I get free?
I don’t want you to help me.
The ‘me’ that was, is lost.
The me that is, is lost
What part of me am I?
I don’t know- when I fly.
But I like to fly.
I like to feel so high.
But when I fall...
I fall-landing in a stall
No one there but me
Even if me is plenty
I find someone fun.
With him I like to run.
He will take me flying,
But I hide tears I’m crying.
So I fly to escape it-
Going higher, just a bit
Using substance to escape the strife
The fearful strife now my life
Who will I be when I get free?
He does not see me.
Who truly am I?
...That was my lullaby.
I land in my stall.
Higher I go- farther I must fall.
(But I like to fly!)
...Even if two years have now gone by.
I kill a life- new life.
I fly to escape that guilt and strife.
My heart is freshly tearing.
Just look at what I’m wearing!
This is not me!
Not who I want to be!
But who am I?
That was my lullaby.
Who will I be when I get free?
No one loves me.
And who am I?
...My lullaby.
So I fly...
I fly so high
I am the sky!
...But as I fall...
I fall back to my same stall.
The four walls, my stall,
(But I like to fly!)
No matter the three years now gone by
The strife
My life
I fly
So high
But now I am falling again.
I am back to my begin
I am not me
Even if me is of plenty
Who will I be when I get free?
Who is this person I now see?
And who am I?
...My lullaby.
The sky is too far up.
So now I use a cup.
I fill it full.
I feel its pull.
I do not want to fly now.
The sky is just too high now.
(I like to float.)
No matter I can’t afford a coat.
But when I float...
I am pulled from my boat.
I am pulled, so far, far down.
Then I drown.
I am alone.
No place to call home.
If I fly- fall to a stall.
If I float- drown too deep to call.
So I am alone.
There is no strife.
I have no life.
I want to die.
Ending my silent cry
The cry I cry
Watching the year crawl by
I do not fly- no longer float
(Now I smoke!)
The peace I get...
Making it easy to forget
When I floated and flew
But it is over- now I knew
I knew all I’d done.
What once seen as fun
My silent cry, my silence
Nothing makes the difference
So I smoke.
After a while I choke.
If I fly- fall into my stall
If I float- sink too deep to call
I smoke- I will choke... my...
So I cry at the five years now gone by.
Who will I be when I get free?
Who is me, where is she?
Who am I?
That was my lullaby.
I fall, drown, and choke
Not to mention I’m broke.
No friends, no cash
Nothing that will last
I am alone. I cry.
No one is allowed to hear my cry.
Avoiding the eyes of passers by
They don’t want to see me
It is dark now...
Can’t cry- not allowed.
I cannot fly- no money for coke.
Or float or smoke...
She is different
Why does she look bent?
Oh, I can see.
That poor girl is me.
Who am I?
Who can now see me?
...To hear my cry?
That was my lullaby.
I don’t want to fly, float, or smoke.
No coke, cups, and I don’t want to choke.
I want help.
I need help.
But who can hear my cry?
I am tired of my lullaby.
But who will hear?
I don’t let anyone near...
Who will I be once free?
I want to see a new me.
Someone to hear me cry
To change my lullaby
But I can’t do it, so I ask.
“You don’t want your flask?”
“No” I say “I want help”
“Oh...”
...But even they can’t help me.
Sometimes I agree that I am crazy.
But I know I can get free!
...If someone would just see me.
So I listen to my same lullaby,
Hating the six years gone by
Who will ever see me and how?
“Child, I can see you now”
I know what I heard-
No matter how absurd
No one else could hear me cry
No one else could stop my lullaby
I had to ask for needed aid.
He let me know my debt is paid.
He heard me cry that night
Seen my whole plight
I read
I plead
I see...
I see me.
I am HE.
He loves me.
I am not alone.
He is my home
I fly with Him.
I drown in Him.
Choking on His air
Reminded He is there.
I do not cry.
He can see me.
He loves me.
He knows ‘who am I’
That is my new lullaby.
Who will I be when I get free?
Depends... I am free from me.
In Him I’m alive,
For Him I strive
He is my new high
With Him I love to fly.
This is BLISS
Hello, my name is...
…There is always hope for new life. But you don’t wait until all is lost to hear His voice. Seek Him now, with all your heart, to end your own lullaby, before you can be consumed by your past choices.
Friday, December 10, 2010
It's not about us...
Saturday, December 4, 2010
WHAT GOD DOES
Friday, December 3, 2010
STAND UP AMERICA
We all see the problems. We all see the corruption and the chaos. We can all pretty much agree something needs to be done to alter where this country, and our own personal lives, are heading, (and we know it needs to be quickly too.) Yet whom among us will rise to this challenge? Aren’t we meant to yell from mountain tops “Here I am Lord, send me!” ? If we don’t stand up for our own beliefs and what He commands of us to follow, how are we to expect anything, or anyone else, to change? We have to STAND UP, regardless of persecution, regardless of circumstances, regardless of fears. Anyone who has read Anthem by Ayn Rand knows this. The world on which we live will fall into absolute destruction if we forget our voice, if we forget our power, if we forget the word ‘I’.
I AM A CHILD OF GOD. I AM CHOSEN. I HAVE BEEN GIVEN POWER IN THIS WORLD TO USE TO HIS GLORY. I AM WHO IS IN ME.
If we all recognize these four, marvelous things, and ACT upon what they mean and stand for, can you imagine what will happen in this world?
It will change.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Scars
Sunday, November 21, 2010
His Glory
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Who We Are
So don't 'fit in', don't lose the definition of who you are for the world's benefit. Don't think that the only way out is to fall into the traps and trials set before us. Don't change who and what you are, a Child of the Most High, for ANYONE. Take Courage in being his son/daughter, courage to face the world and bring others to Him. Take Pride and Honor in the life and body He has given you, by using it to His glory. Take Comfort in knowing the most powerful, evermore being in existence has YOUR best interest at heart. Take Peace in the thought that no matter the hell this life may seem like, by the blood of Jesus, you've been promised a Heaven that will last for eternity.

